Statement by Colin Fibiger -A member of the CDA National Leadership Council
I, like many others remember the second of February 20 years ago vividly and sometimes as if it were yesterday. De Klerk announced that Nelson Mandela would be freed.
And with that announcement we knew that we had reached a turning point in our history. That we had finally overcome. That at last we could embark on the highway to freedom.
On the day of his release, everyone watched. Even those who had their misgivings and those who would have had the status quo of apartheid and separatism remain. We all watched and the excitement across the country was tangible.
I donned my “Free Mandela” T-shirt and spent the day amidst old friends lapping up their joy and thriving within it. Most of this day I spent in Red Location, one of the oldest locations in South Africa – Where better to experience the real effect of Madibas release?
And then the moment finally arrived – our future president spoke – and as one we roared our approval. For while it seemed as though he would never get a chance to actually deliver his speech, such was the infectious enthusiasm of the crowd. Each time he opened his mouth his words were drowned out by cheers. Cheers of a nation, not just celebrating a man but celebrating freedom.
For many it was still almost unreal – freedom in our lifetime. A slogan had become reality. So many times it had seemed so far away. So many times seeming to slip away again. But this was real and I could not but let my thoughts slip back in time.
I smiled inwardly wondering where the policemen were that “arrested” me for playing soccer with the coloured convent school when I was a child in the 70’s. I cried deeply for those I knew could not find it in their hearts to celebrate this moment – who had too much hatred and prejudice bottled up inside.
Almost laughed out loud remembering being accidentally cordoned off inside Cradock location at the announcement of the state of emergency and only being able to slip out four days later – unable to explain to my employers about my disappearing act.
More than any of those emotions, I looked around me at my fellow South Africans who had become friends. And was overwhelmed with respect. Men and women of all ages, who despite their circumstances always smiled when I arrived. Somehow dug deep and held on to their faith when I had none. Honourable citizens who deserved this moment so comprehensively it was beyond words.
And like many others, from pure thankfulness to God I wept.
And here we are twenty years later – and so much has changed.
But so much has stayed the same. Our people still suffer – in some areas more than others. We have embraced abortion, pornography and now prostitution – and we have rejected morality and values. We have embraced the greed of rampant capitalism and rejected entrepreneurial and work ethic principles alongside it.
Our list of failures now far outweighs our successes and every South African knows, deep down in their soul, that we are on a rapid road to self destruction. I do not even have to go into the messy details which reflect the state of our nation. Julius Malema is the best the ANC now has to offer in terms of youth. A morally bankrupted Jacob Zuma in terms of a presidency.
And yet despite this, I can still remember that day 20 years ago and quote a favourite Christian saying, with absolute conviction, “I am nowhere close to where I want to be – but thank God I am not where I used to be.”
How then next twenty years will judge us – is up to us all. It does not depend fortunately on the Zumas or the Malemas. It depends solely on the man in the street – and how he exercises his vote.
And if he decides to continue on a road that lacks integrity and values, then so be it. This has always been the uniqueness of mankind – the power of free will. And as much as I find our downslide reprehensible – it is nevertheless a downslide chosen by the majority.
That very fact means we have freedom. Freedom hard fought for. It also means that with patience and commitment we can change the way that freedom is exercised. Let us not forget that twenty years ago we could not have held on to that hope.
I thank you
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